My mind wanders, through the darkness my eyes strain
Only to find a temporary fix for the pain
A longing for more and no direction to turn
I do not yet know that it is for you whom I yearn.
I kill myself slowly through substance and beer
Driving recklessly through life with no one to steer
No women or friend can fill this hole within
The devil has his claws deep in my skin
Not only is it myself that I destroy
But those who have cared for me since I was a boy.
My heart has become heavy and hardened
For my debts and evil deeds I thought I’d never be Pardoned
Tired of trying and full of despair
Nowhere to turn, not here nor there.
I had hit my rock bottom and fell to my knees
Broken to pieces I cried, God why is this happening to me!
Full of self pity and wallowing in fear
I heard Gods voice, So very clear.
I love you my son, give it over to me
I’ll show you all I made you to be
